active laziness...

so i'm like running on a tread mill here with my life. i have been assigned a case which means i start work on tuesday yet i have to do these 2 urgent observations by then or i cannot work. um. its wednesday. ONE of the four therapists that i've called have called me back, and she has nothing for me to observe. i'd have to do observations thursday and friday since monday is labor day, yet how am i to do this if i cannot get in touch w/anyone? i feel like i'm just sitting here doing nothing about the pressing matters in my life (student teaching, therapy, observations, etc) and its driving me quite mad. i called the principal for barnard and left a message but still nothing. wtf?! my advisor hasn't written or called me back. i am going into theracare to do a paperwork orientation, but i really just feel helpless and don't know what the hell to do.

so i ended up going to the mall w/my mother and got a nice new wardrobe(ish) for student teaching. some cute pants, which are ever so not my style, but cute none the less. i should get them out of the shopping bag before they get all wrinkled.

the season finale of rescue me sucked so bad. i want to just yell at denis leary, even tho i love him so so much.

i am probably going to kill my sister and her fiance cuz they suck such huge ones right now. friday is his bday, and we have plans. andy was going to leave the yankee game early, leave bobby there, make him get a ride home w/someone else, just to be there. however, i heard from my mother that the fuckers have already made alternate plans w/the asshole who i fucking hate who is the TRUE best man. i am so fucking done with them its not even funny. just venting. sorry.

anywho, i have some pea soup in the microwaive so i must go eat it. i've made enough soup the last few days to allow me to open a soup kitchen.