arrogance is bliss

what is it that people want, exactly? do they want you to be a cowering, insufficient waste of life? is that what it would take for people to like you?

take andy's company. they are so rubbed the wrong way by him, because he is competent and confident...they always mistake this for arrogance and cockiness. andy is the best fucking manager (probably employee in general) that they have in the piece of shit company yet for whatever reason, he is constantly their kicking post. the kid lives and breathes the bullshit day in and day out (um, we do in fact live here, you know). he knows the place and its quirks inside and out. instead of saying, "damn good job catching that glitch, young sir" there always like, "why do you think you know everything?"

this shit would drive me straight up the wall. because i am quite certain that i DO know everything. if i was doing my job, and kicking its ass, yet was stuck in this dead end position and getting heat for every goddamn thing that goes wrong, i'd fucking shoot myself. i am sooooo glad that andy went back to school. fuck this place.

yes andy started school last night. when i asked him how it went, he said, "the following adjectives come to mind: searing ass rape. suicide. painful death." apparently it was boring. oh well.

its a shitty and rainy day. i have made several phone calls to different therapists to let me tag along and observe sometime this week, to no avail. juliet met her new babysitter, who she shall from this day forth call "nanny" and she LOVED her and her house, and melted dead to the floor shouting, "no way mommy!" when we had to go. crap.

summer is quickly slipping by. my least favorite holiday is nearly upon us (that would be labor day. it is a surefire summerkiller) and its just been so awful out all week. the yankee game is cancelled tonight (i assume) there is a hurricane coming from florida. and all i want to do is take a nap w/juliet.