breathe, baby

dude, i just finished most of my PAPER FROM HELL. my loving mother kept young will (juliet) until a little while ago (8:30ish) so that i could work on it...i have such extreme ADD that i didn't actually start writing on it until 5. i worked on it for over 3 hours, plus the hours before that i worked on my log and my lesson plans that are also due tomorrow. so i am so close to being finished its a joke...i have 11 pages, and still have to do the discussion. i'm telling you right now i'm not even proofreading it to see if its correct in anyway. i'm almost dooooooooooone!

so yea that was my day thus far. i still have this excruciating pain in my chest, which my godmother also suffers from and apparently there is a name for it (something like chomsky's curse or some shit) and its pretty much acid reflux and she's on meds for it. fanfuckingtastic.

sigh. i finished jPOD, i think i mentioned last time, and it was so funny that there was a whole bunch of comparison of techie/nerd type people (andy) and high functioning autistics, like people w/asperger syndrome. and i just wanted to add to coupland's profiling that young andy 1)cannot wear new clothes until he washes them 2)must immediately cut out any tags that may irritate his precious neck or back and 3)is incapable of wearing "cool" clothes and shoes (he cannot even pretend to put on combat boots or converse cuz they're too constricting and princess in the pea for his feet)
which is cool that he's not a trendy asshole, but you see what i'm saying... he is such a typical coupland character is makes me glow inside. oh man. douglas coupland.

so yea i think i'm going crazy i'm so damn tired yet would up right now...i have found wonderful less than jake videos on youtube.com in case you felt like checking them out.

well, off to feed.