what exactly do graduate students do when there's nothing left to do?

"it's fucking hot!!!!"

i just spent one and a half hours doing fucking retarded surveys on myspace. (don't beleive me? myspace.com/ladyjaded) like, what natural disaster are you? or what old superstition (black cat, if you were wondering). i did them, yes, but i did them as an escape from writing mind-numbing research papers. it was like watching comedy central or reading an us weekly. but what boggles my mind is that people come up with these things. granted, most of these quizzes are made by illiterate 13 year olds, but i'm just saying. i know there are people out there seriously being like, "i'm going to make a quiz about what hottttie will you marry? and people will love it? and i'll always ask, what is your favorite color?" moronic, don't you think? even more moronic, i had about 15 more done (what britney spears are you? mean britney. what hot celeb are you? lindsey "firecrotch" lohan, unfortunately. who will i marry? some fellow named chad michael murray that strangely enough popped up on several of my love quizzes. but don't feel bad, my other choices were usher, nick lachey and k-fed) but due to a glitch in the website's computer, they didn't get posted. bummer. i know, you wanted to know what character from mean girls i am.

it is quite actually one billion degrees. even in central air, its stifling. i have one more day left of school. my iTunes will not open...why????? it really won't. i want to listen to music whilst i write. hang on...

ahhhhhh...sweet melody. i am now listening to the deliciously evil version of "disengage the simulator" from foreign objects' cd "universal culture shock" which i must say rocks hardcore.

so yea it was an opressing day...i swam w/the julesmeister in a pisswarm pool and i am pretty sure that i have sunburn regardless of the fact that i was only in the pool for mere minutes. she fell asleep in the car on the way home (3 o'clock, shit!) and i'm pretty sure she's gonna be up and crying for dinner some time soon. andy is working til god knows what time AGAIN (something about scumbags and assholes and other such nonsense...i wasn't listening cuz i was seeing what jackass character i am. i'm bam. but it wouldn't post right. bam is my favorite jackass character. i hate steve-o. actually, i cheated, cuz i knew how to answer to become bam. and steve-o. and ryan dunn. it said about dunn, "you're funny, but not necessary" or some shit-ouch. jackass 2 coming september 22 YAY!!!!!!)and for dinner tonite we will be dining on some fine jani (read: sushi.yummy!)

don't even want to think about tomorrow and the sadness i will have in my heart. i wrote a letter to the principal of the school praising her staff and ginny and everything about my experience, and i'm going to write a letter to thank ginny too. i just hate saying goodbye. tomorrow, my old class is having a graduation ceremony, and they invited me and while i'd LOVE to go, it makes me ever so sad :(. good move, being a teacher, huh?

i just ate a bag of wasabi covered edamame, and my tongue is pretty much burnt to the point of not having tastebuds, so i guess andy should take his time.

i feel such a relief to be done w/my papers and that aspect of this summer! only 12 weeks left of my master's and i'm DONE!!! how exciting is that? we're trying to plan a trip to disney for my dad's 50th in january, but he's being a douchebag about it cuz he is just a douchebag sometimes, and my mother is being a psychohosebeast saying she cannot take off of work (fuck port chester high school, seriously) and i hate them both (not really)(kinda really) but i am excited cuz i know at the end of whatever my student teaching experience ends up being, i will be in disney. i love it there so much i can taste it.

only 19 days until the dutchess county fair! i cannot wait! juliet has been watching charlotte's web over and over, and honest to goodness woke up this morning singing, "chin up chin up." (andy and i giggled in our sleep as this ridiculousness drifted through the monitor). cannot wait to eat so much! (the labella family IS tempelton, i assure you).

well, i gotta pee. so peaaaace.