...finger on the trigger...

isn't it ironic that i just got an alumni invitation from cnr inviting me to a cooking class party next door at macmennemin's? and isn't it even more ironic that i may be planning on going to my hs reunion even tho i said i was so against it? and have you ever heard the spoof on alanis morrisette's 'ironic' entitled 'moronic' by self? it is so funny. as is the song 'titanic' which makes me laugh so hard every single time. because they say 'leonardo di caprio.' so funny!

i am listening to enuff z'nuff in tribute to the fact that vikki foxx is in danny cooksey's new band, arbuckle.

so i am avoiding discussing my life. i don't love student teaching. my schedule has indeed, within the course of 5 days, made me very sick. or gave me horrendous allergies. i guess its not as bad as it was on monday, but it still sucks. and its hard. at least i'll pretty much coast by as far as the cnr aspect of it is concerned. my teacher is nice, but she is not as open and teaching as ginny was. she has said that she really appreciates that i'm an experienced teacher and that i have helped her a lot. she also lets me do a lot of assessing, which i am thoroughly enjoying.

there are 2 boys in my class that have convinced me that i do in fact want a son when i get pregnant again. one is really good and one is really bad (really, really bad) but they are both so smart and cute, and i just adore them.

kids are pretty much bad.

my job is really fucking hard. it is not as sunshine and gumdrops as i had once thought. its esp. hard coming from managing 23 kids and being utterly exhausted. um. for some reason, every time i try to put on the song "soundtrack of my life" on my iPod the song "fucked" comes on. why???????? what is happened? why is my iPod suddenly haunted? we're going to see Rent! on tuesday, and then the following week is our 11 year anniversary (tomorrow is our 11 year anniversary of our 1st kiss. i know we're gay.) and then on the 28th, which is bam's 27th bday, we're going to see LESS THAN JAKE!!! i am ever so excited.

i am also very sick and cannot breathe.