Saturday, September 09, 2006

oysters and gold...

last night we went to the norwalk oyster festival w/jen and steve and their families. and what a delectable time we had. so much damn food. the place was so big and overwhelming, nothing like what i was expecting. it was great. very swampy, but great. also, we saw bo bice. if only it was last year! he sang mostly cover songs and andy remarked, i wish i could go across america singing cover songs. i said, no you don't. and said, oh yea. but it was cool. also, there were a lot of drunk 16 year olds. and something about mermaids. and $30 paper scotties.

i am finally settled w/student teaching. ish. i am in a kindergarten class room, the teacher and aide seem so nice. 23 fucking kids. crikey! oh well. only til the end of october, then its a 1st grade class (i think. i say i think because of course the assistant principal fucked up and didn't originally put me in a special ed. class. and keeps saying, well find out if you need a special ed. setting. HELLO. i DO. sigh). so i start monday. and so does juliet. and i am so sad. i have to drop juliet off at 8, and go over to barnard. juliet's school doesn't start until 9 (they have early drop off for working parents)(or whatever)so she CAN go early, but i feel so sad. like i won't be there for her first day of school. and her new babysitter is going to be picking her up at 11:30 :( i feel like crying right now. and I'M NOT EVEN WORKING YET. fuck that shit, i am going to leave for lunch at 11:30 (no matter what) and pick my jules up. being a mother and dealing w/all this shit KILLS me. i know juliet will LOVE school and love being w/nanny (the babysitter. she is my aunt's mother, so its a good situation)but i don't know, i feel so fucking guilty. i just need to get into the routine. i know, as per usual.

i just read this girl's blog and holy shit she was so illiterate. i know that i fuck up a lot of grammer in here, and spell like my balls, but duuuuuude. this girl was... well, i just sait it, illiterate. i'm not sure if she was writing in broken english or what. however, i got from it that she is a nanny now, and was once a porn star/stripper. WHY would you be a porn star/stripper and THEN become a NANNY? it just seems so backwards to me.

i want to mention that i had upgraded a new archnemesis. however, upon further consideration, i think i'm going to reelect my original archnemesis to be back to being most hated cuz i remembered how much i fucking HATE her. can you have 2 archnemesis'?

oh! speaking of which, andy finally figured out who his was. its al from westy's who got his ass fired back in the day. we saw this westy employee last night who we used to work with and he was telling us all the updates, and andy found out al was married and he was like "CURSES!" (with clenched fists and looking to the sky) and it clicked...al is indeed his archnemesis.

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