party girl

i'm obsessed with planning parties. what is wrong w/me? maybe i shouldn't have gone back to school to be a special educator; maybe i should have just started my own business...i love parties! i am so disappointed that we aren't doing a halloween party. it would have been such a rock and roll halloween, and right before echo station plays at cmj, so it would have been a good fun time to party with them before they leave us to be famous rockstars. oh echo station. what a fun time.

i've done so much these last few days to get ready for the hell that is my life. did i mention that my last day of student teaching is december 1st? oh hallelujah. december 1st is my favorite day of the year anyway cuz thats when we can put up the xmas tree and listen to xmas music and decorate the tree and house and start wearing my "i still believe in santa claus" tshirt. whooooooooohoo! i love christmas. i should have been a christmas elf.

so i start working today. i think i have a migraine because of it. i am so scared i might throw up. i ate mickeydees for lunch because i'm in a state of depression and horror.

i found the members of my 14 year old favorite band (um, that means from when i was 14 years old. which was indeed 14 years ago. oh the play on words)which was bad4good all on myspace. the drummer, brooks wackerman, who is in fact touring w/tenacious d this fall, is actually the current drummer for my fave band, bad religion. danny cooksey and zack young are both in other bands. i don't know much about them at all, but i love the boys so i love the bands. i nearly died inside cuz danny cooksey's band (http://www.myspace.com/arbuckle) also has vikki foxx who is the old enuff z'nuff drummer who i LOVED with all my heart. and i saw his pic on myspace and was like, hey that guy is hot. alas, it was my old love, vikki foxx. is that madness? and zack young, who i loved as a cousin, looks all glamorama which is just adorable to me. his myspace is (http://www.myspace.com/ai) i also found the bad4good myspace (hello, who is the heavenly person who makes these things?! these discoveries make me love myspace ever so much).

anyway enough about gushing about past musical loves. i am going to go try to do some stuff to make me mentally prepared for my first case. please wish me luck as i am shaking in my boots. even tho i am wearing mockasins.