well i really don't know if it matters and how so but...

yes, me & roger.

so we went to see less than jake last night and i just have to say that it was the BEST FUCKING CONCERT i've ever been to. i am super proud of myself that i'm an old lady, a mother, who still can go to concerts and be in front of the entire crowd (with the bruises to prove it) and be handed a handsome bassists picks in the middle of "johnny quest." so i was straight in front, as per usual, right in front of roger, amongst a horde of 14 year old girls who had never heard of "automatic", singing and dancing my ass off. fantastic. and as i mentioned before, roger straight out leaned over during the song and handed me his pick. cuz he loves me. we took paulie, which was fun too, and since paulie is the world's luckiest bastard (who met cKy the first time he saw them minus deron of course) he also met all of less than jake. i mean, as did we. they were hanging out after the show, and kevin got buddy to take a pic w/him and pissclam, and told everyone of them that it was paulie's first time seeing them. so cute. and he pushed me onto roger (who is very short)(and adorable)(i love him) and told him that i always manage to get right up front at every show and that no one loves him like i do (this was embarrasing, but luckily i had just drunken 2 beers in under 2 minutes so i was okay with it even tho it now reminds me of a certain peter kucharczyk moment. "do you like the pictures? do you like my hair cut? do you still love me?")and he was so nice (i wonder if these guys are on antidepressents when they meet these annoying ass fans yet can be sooooo fucking nice and not say like, go away.)and was like "i saw you rocking out in front. thank you for coming to the shows."("i love you. marry me...")
it was fucking awesome.
sigh.
i am so beat right now yet i have to go get ready for the show tonight. BEST FUCKING NEWS EVER (other than that i have a shitty blurry picture with roger) is that echo station has a HALLOWEEN show lined up on October 27th @ Paulie's Bar & Grill in elmsford. HURRAY. a chance to get dressed up and party after all. however, there is a terrible side to the excitement...what am i going to be?!?!?