i'm so happy cuz today i found my friends (they're in my head)

i'm listening to nirvana "nevermind" which i haven't listened to in YEARS and i'm just in such a high school mode...like i hung out w/my bestest john jay friend on friday night, and we're having dinner w/my best friend from 3rd grade on saturday... and i'll be honest, while listening to this cd, all i can think is "thank god for the internet..." cuz seriously, what the fuck are the lyrics to these songs? i remember arguing w/andy over the words to verse chorus verse or sappy or whatever the name of it is, and i was just listening to "breed" and wondering what the hell was happening? is the word "giselle?" "to sell?" "she said?" well, i can find out right this very second.

hang on.

isn't this fun, and slightly interactive?

ah, the answer is "she said." i'm so happy that i can find out whenever i need to something that i need to know at the moment. also, did you know that the lyrics are also "i'm afraid i'm afraid i'm afraid i'm afraid afraid OF GHOSTS" ?????? never knew that. and now that i'm listening to the song again, i'm pretty sure that it should be "giselle" over and over again. that was fun. anyway...this is a good song.

there are rumors on the horizon that are frightening echoes of my nightmare the other night. the good news is that there is a possibility of this year's XXX-Mas Party being hosted by Echo Station @ Pianos. the bad news was that was exactly my dream when andy choose to break up with me. greeeeat. however, i'm excited...and you should be too. keep your fingers Xed and i'll keep you in the know...

"just bc you're paranoid don't mean they're not after you" are the best fucking lyrics ever by nirvana cuz i'm telling you right here and now, it's all about me and my obscene paranoia.

i have to go to p.c. soon for work. i dread it. it is so ugly and yucky and rainy and man, my hair is a freaking afro right now. i'm going to put some nice pix of juliet from the other day @ glen island up cuz i love them and they're pretty and you should also enjoy them. i was trying to be artsy because i am in fact a toreador (if you ever played vampire the masquerade you'll understand) and thus obsessed with certain types of beauty. and the light and colors of fall days is something that just hits a nerve with me. so i tried to capture the insane beauty that was the background, as well as the insane beauty that is of course, juliet "dumbo" labella. um. i just keep writing cuz photobucket is taking my life to upload these damn pictures...
ah. here they are...