Tuesday, December 19, 2006

...make my wish come true...

oh hi there.
what a long and dreaful day.
every day i say this don't i?
however, i must admit that now that tuesday is over, my week will not be so godforsaken. today i had a long and late one, all the way out in west harrison which is a sucky drive for me. cuz lemme tell you that i fucking HATE white plains and i would be fine never going there again. but i have to go there on thursday for work and then to make and exchange and get a secret sneaky stocking gift for old andy.
did i ever mention on this here blog that i really broke my foot on saturday? a drawer fell on it, corner first, and i saw birds and stars and other such cartooney shits. i haven't been able to walk properly for days, and have only been able to wear my uggs...today, i assure you the fucking thing is GREEN. so abnormal. so dreadful.
tomorrow is really the shittiest day of the year, but once it's over i swear i'll feel such a weight off my chest. or shoulders?
1) meet with the guy from p.c. if he signs my OT-11, that means i'm a certified teacher as of 2/1/07. if he does not, that means i have another 6 weeks of unpaid suckage to endure.
2) juliet my angel daughter is getting evaluated. what does this mean? (i know that most of my bffs are in the field, so i usually forget to explain this). her bitchy teacher told me one day (quite flippantly and rudely and in front of PARENTS) that she should be evaluated. (she is aggressive in class, bored, fidgity, pushy, she has hit and pushed and kicked classmates). so altho i think on one hand that she may just be bored out of her skull with other 2 year old babies (i know i sound like an italian or jewish mother here, cuz i am, but seriously she's a fucking genius. her doctor was SHOCKED at her abilities) i do see a lot of discrepencies, like she cannot walk up and down stairs, she is clumbsy, she has to throw things (like, food. or her socks out of her crib. and freaks out if she cannot)and she walks into walls a lot. so i'm thinking that perhaps she is being pushy/hitty/kicky cuz she is seeking some sort of sensory input. and so an occupational therapist is coming to check her out. and it is making me feel a lot worse than i had originally thought it would. so after that is over, i'm sure i'll feel a lot better. or maybe worse. but we'll see.

i plan on doing some cookie baking with young jules tomorrow which should be super fun. and by baking i mean putting premade cookies on a sheet. cuz i do not bake. but that is not totally true. cuz i will attempt these weight watcher cookies and hope they are delish.

man a shay...there are only 5 days left til Christmas!!!! or Christmas EVE. whatever. oh and only 4!! days left til the Echo Station CD release FIESTA of CHEER.
(do you know that when they say "have a holly jolly christmas have a cup of cheer" they mean alchohol!!!

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