is it me or is new years day the most depressing day of the year?

so i've had a crazy last few days. on thursday night, my sister amie came back into town for my dad's party. we did a bunch of last minute bullshit for the fiesta (like stuffing deviled eggs and other such nonsense and bitching about it for the entire time), eating sushi, drinking wine, watching BEERFEST, drinking beer, and just having a great night (ooh ess ay! ooh ess ay!).
oh and i also got my self a sweet ass betsey johnson bag with a gift cert. from my in laws. score!
then friday we set up crawford park which looked fucking awesome. i got these mini bottles of sutter home wine, and printed up these adorable labels to stick on them with my dad's picture as a baby and a nice little "thanks for joining us." they were fantastic. the party itself was great. kenneth digowatz was a great bartender, and also a hit with all the old ladies. seriously. he eventually got pulled to the dance floor and was shaking booty. it was madness.













. late that night some really bad and yucky stuff went down, but i'm not even going there right now. as far as i'm concerned, out of sight out of mind. however, it damn near ruined the rest of the weekend.
saturday, exhausted and worn out as i was (and seriously hung over), we went to see "a chorus line." which was so fucking great. hurray. we were unfortunately in nyc and TIMES SQUARE the night before new years eve, which made it even more filled with people than usual and it was hella annoying.





yesterday (new year's eve) we went to the jet game. i slept through the entire 2nd quarter. seriously. slept. then i woke up and pretended to know anything about football and cheered and had "fun."







last night we played scene it movie and music editions and name that tune, with my parents, cuz it was my dad's 50th actual birthday. hurray. andy and juliet and i slept in my parent's hobbit-like bedroom and watched the matalocalypse marathon.





"put me back in bed!!!"
today we ate a lot of fucking food. at grandma's. and i am so exhausted and my throat is killing me. balls.
i have work. juliet starts her new school. yuck. yuck. yuck.
i am so depressed the season is over...there is nothing left to look forward to (except disney world!!!)new year's day always makes me feel so hopeless and depressed. so it's all like, "oh happy NEW year!" to everyone all day, and i'm just so blah. like, i want to sleep for 2 weeks straight. fuck new years. i'm so sad cuz my sister is back in boston. i'm so sad cuz we have to go back to our dumb fucking lives instead of all hanging out together and having fun. i'm so sad cuz i don't know how juliet is going to like school. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...