it has been one of those days again where i am left emotionally drained with thoughts swirling every which way. talking to others just angers and confuses me so i sit in silence pondering what went on.
is she okay? i know that she is.
does she have problems? i know that she does.
have i made the right decisions? in my heart, i know that i have.
however, i hear all these voices. all these opinions. totally irrational, biased, loud, confused(ing), defensive, uneducated, unaware, flippant, with-good-intent, yet just not right, opinions. shoved down my throat. and i keep my mouth shut because i am well aware that you cannot argue with these people and their opinions. but they do nothing but upset. anger. confuse. annoy the fuck out of me. because THEY DON'T KNOW.
and i do?
maybe i don't.
but my heart is at stake and i would only do what is best for my heart. my angel. baby girl.
so yea, it's been one of those days. where i could fall dreamlessly into a deep slumber, except for the fact that all of these thoughts are swirling violently through my mind my soul my heart.
she's asleep. she is drained too. she's aware. she knows what's up.
my angel.
my heart.
Welcome to the Blog of Lady J. Explore the Depths of my Ramblings on everything from pop culture, education, feminism, raising 2 girls in this mad mixed-up world, mental illness, Bipolar Disorder, Autism and ADHD, books, music...and MORE!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
30 DAYS OF SELF-COMPASSION | Day 17 (Oh, boy, another) Mantra
T hi Hey I actually like this one...I feel like I can tweak it a bit...
-
last night we went to see they might be giants at the beacon theater and everytime we see they might be giants i just feel the urge to blog ...
-
i just spent 1/2 hour trying to change my goddamn picture on this shitty site. why does the picture have to be such a small, crappy resoluti...
-
Yes, we're riding an elephant. Yes, it was terrifying. so yesterday marked our annual trip to the dutchess county fair, which takes plac...
No comments:
Post a Comment