inspiration

i just had a half suckfest day, half great day.

my morning was spent fending off a gargantuan 3 year old who was hysterical and crying for 25 minutes, then spending the rest of my 2 hour session um, for lack of a better term, BABYSITTING for him and his overbearing 4 year old sister, who i might add, was home SICK. then after dropping off my billing, i got a phone call stating that I DIDN'T FREAKING SIGN THE PAPERWORK!! however, i was already on my way to greenwich to have lunch w/my cousin.

and it was a great time! it was wonderful to connect with her, cuz she is such an amazing girl...and she is so inpirational to me (and i'm 12 years older, so go fig. she is writing this awesome novel (based on some not so awesome real life events that happened to her friends) and i am just so proud of her. she was telling me that she wants me to not give up and to try and get published myself...and it's funny how it takes a young, ambitious person who believes in you to get me to see that even tho i am so fucking old, and seemingly riding along in my life style choice, that of course i can persue my dream and eventually write something beautiful and get published. sigh.

now i have to get to my office and (sheepishly) sign off on my paperwork. duh.