my picture is so dumb.

i must change it. i must go to sleep. i'm exhausted from my day. i didn't even CLEAN my house like i was supposed to. i mean, it will be fine. for tomorrow. but alas.
a few things i need to mention due to the fact that i have NOT written on here for about three years.

1. why my job is better than yours.
i work for 14 hours a week w/this one family who's son is autistic. they are from morocco and new to westchester. she cooks me food every single day. like, really complex, beautiful and delicious moroccan dishes in these amazing, handmade pottery type thingies. she has given me this amazing rough honey that i am in love with, as well as saffron (which is the herb of the gods)(it has never actually been known as this. i made it up. because in truth, that's how it tastes) and semolina to make these amazing little biscuity treats. it is customary for them to cook and offer food and tea to guests, and despite the fact that i'm working there, she insists. as a matter of fact, another therapist who is there often says "i'm okay" when offered something, and man, does she get offended. i try to reassure her that it is merely the american culture where most people don't offer you a glass of water, and that as americans we feel like if we say, "damn, that looks great! i'd love a piece!" we'd be taken as rude. she doesn't care. i love her.

2. american idol
i love sanjaya. he is adorable. however, he sucks ridiculously hard. why does he stay? america, you are so dumb. (i mean, i guess that is just blaring in the face of chris daughtry and jennifer hudson). sundance the big ugly looser must be insane about it. andy is so out of his mind about how he sang jeremy, and sang it terribly. regardless.
also.
how the hell did what's her name get kicked off for white trash second generation??? she was one of the best girl singers. my favorites are chris sly, cuz he is fucking hilarious, and um...maybe jordin sparks cuz she reminds me of america ferrera (or however you spell her name). i also like laKisha, cuz of her daughter. she's 3. the girls are much better than the guys. the guys are suckfest.

3. sorrow.
i just read the saddest yet funniest book called "good greif" about a widow and her journey through a nervous breakdown. it made me sad. i threw it when i was finished. as i usually do.

4. enation.
remember that movie "camp nowhere"? remember that cute little kid, mud? well, he is in this band called enation and he sings and he is awesome. you should check them out. www.enationmusic.com

5. love, watermelon martinis.
i bought so much alchohol for tomorrow night. there shall be so co and lime shots as well as fresh and store bought watermelon martinis. who's in???

6. dave matthews.
to answer danny's question: i don't like the music any better than in the past. however, maybe i don't hate the man anymore. and i used to HATE the sight of him. but now i think...yea, he's okay.

i am so tired i'm dizzy and the song "dizzy" is in my head but the seLf version of it of course. i almost just wrote "write back" to sign off. hahahaha. christ.