Friday, May 18, 2007

just resting up for a full weekend

so i'm home "sick" and due to the fact that last night i lapsed into a coma and had a fever of over 100 i feel fully justified. seriously, andy went to the office around 6:45 to do something and by the time he returned five seconds later, i was out. and while i could hear him playing halo 3, and was screaming at him from inside, i couldn't move. it was horrifying. and when i awoke i was so drained that i could barely watch grey's anatomy. which disturbed me so much that i felt nauseous. did you watch it? holy shit. we couldn't watch supernatural despite the fact that sam died, and then of course, i couldn't fall asleep. first off, i was scared i'd go back into the coma (where i assure you i was in a way conscious enough to really be aware of my surroundings) and then just so upset about christina yang and lexy fucking grey. christ!

today i keep obsessivly taking my temperature. it's not getting over 99 which is good. cuz i'm going out tonight! i booked our young paulie last week (well, apparently kevin did which was just too funny). so yay, maybe i'll get to have a fun bday night. PLUS my anniversary is tomorrow. 5 years!!! that is huuuuuuuge. and jen's baby shower is at 1, then perhaps we'll have anniversary tidings (not sure what yet? spamalot, perhaps...)then sunday we're going to christina's husband's graduation party. i hope it's a beautiful day. and that juliet is good.

juliet was NOT good this morning. she was kind of evil. granted, she wanted to put her OWN SHOES/PANTS/SHIRT ON!!! but she wouldn't do it. and i was running late. and it was just so frustrating. cuz being a working mother sucks so bad. i didn't even LOOK in the mirror this morning (and i got up a half hour earlier than usual) and i'm frantically looking in the mirror at myself at her school hoping i don't have eye boogers or something. crap.

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