wasted hours and writer's block

another night sitting in front of this mind-numbing machine. don't know what i'd do without it yet simutaneously hating it for being so tempting. because i spend hours just wasting my life away. watching youtube videos (lately toad the wet sprocket and soul asylum), checking my email, myspace or facebook, or just generally fucking around.

i should be reading my book which i am really into.

i should be writing another short story.

i should be editing the hell out of the ones i've already written. because i've decided that they suck. or most of them do. well, some of them do.

i kind of want to paint.

but here i am. sitting here. eyes glued heavily to the screen.

at least i'm writing.

something?

juliet got her first library card today. she was so excited! libraries are the greatest invention in the world. i don't know why i never knew about this. i mean, i used to love the library bc we couldn't afford to buy all the books i would tear through, but nowadays, damn! they have the coolest children's sections at both the pc and new ro libraries, where juliet can do puzzles, play computer games, read books, listen to music...you know, the same things she can do at home but for some reason is just cooler in the library.

and the coolest part is that i got 3 Chuck Palahniuk books to read FOR FREE!!!! (ahem. i'm aware that that was a "dur" moment, but if you've ever seen my house you know that i basically buy every book i read because i'll eventually reread it...so i spend most of my $$ at amazon.com) i'm on the 2nd one and it's great.

oh, maybe i should go read it?